A Special wishes for you.

Two days passed.
Ummm,
I just wanna wish you..
Take good care of ur life.
I heart u so much.
SORRY!
Hope u will get a better guy than me.
I'm just a rubbish.
Anyway,
Thanks for being my Girlfriend
as well.
We're still the best friend eva.
=]
OK?
Promise me.
I'll be happy if that.
And dont let me hate u eva orh.
=]
RMB!
I wanna love u but not hate u.
=)
BEST WISHES TO YOU.
Yi Dian.
=]

Memorable.

Even tho everything is end,
But...
That was something make myself unforgetable!
Here is
The longest we chat : 10:48
The shortessssttt we chat : 0:15
The first present I gave : 02/03/2009
The first we love : 8
The first I said : 826
The first we met at outside : 03/06/2009
The thing i learnt from her : Control ownself
The name I called her : Ah Ma, Blur Blur, etc.
The most important that she told me : Chances are only once
The sentence I like the most : 差+厉害=笨 =]
The word she said all the time : o..
The game between us : Not more than three o per day
The super easy stuff that we make : Jealous
The bad with me : Cant control
The secret of us : No boys know except *somebody*
The arguement between us : *somebody*
There are super lot of thing to let me think.
But...
It's end.
Just can think and think.
I trying to let go.
But it's hard.
Cause everything happen cause of myself.

It's dumb for my own~

Why i want to noe it?
It make me feel all sucker stuff!
Why why why why?
Disappointed, Cry, Angry, etc.
All of facial expression.
Before i noe tat.
I was still happy.
But
When i noe it~
FUCK!
Make me everyday moodless.
Make me try to think bout suicide every moment.
Make me try to take knife and put on my heartbeat.
Make me try to do stupid stuff.
Make me try to think truth and false.
Make me forget wad were our relation.
Make me become more idiot!
Idiot!!!

I have to ignore it.
I have to think it as normal stuff.
I have to make myself clear.
I have to do everything good~
I have to...